Just to finish up on that "moment" that I was obviously having earlier...I realized it was me trying to deny the fact that things come and go and that I don't have any type of control over it. Things change, situations change, people will come and go in and out of your life...thats just the way it goes. Its amazing what happens once you accept things for the way that they simply are...well for starters you snap out of depression. You can't blame me for being sad and not wanting this to end. After this moment of clarity I've decided to stop whatever it was that I was doing to myself mentally and just live it up for the next 3 weeks in Brasil. Only 2 of which will be here in Floripa. I'm soooo excited for Rio, but then I know it will be over :( All I can do is take from this experience anything and everything I can.
I've met some of the greatest people and have been able to get close to alot of people here that I probably would not have in Memphis. I can only hope that we all make time to keep in touch...
Enough of my philosophical babble bullshit!!!!!! 2 weeks of lab left...well, less than...then Rio De Janeiro!!!!!!! I told Brittany today that it's time to take it up a notch!!!!! This afternoon was the perfect "initiation ceremony", if you will, of this new way of life and living as a young American in Brasil...
...this too shall pass....and we'll all float on anyway...
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